I have no choice but choose to post ;
I'm feeling frustrated again alr.
Really, good things never last long ..

I'm very tired about school, about the friends there.
Who is real ? Who are fakes ?
I dont wish I will hate you, but you make me do so.
Haish.

And you, yes you, lwk.
I'm trying to stop loving you alr.
I thought I make it, but as usual, I didn't.
See you and your Dumbass, everything comes again.
Life is cruel, stupid, irrating.

Nothing good last long !

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Yeah you !

Yes, today is 31December2008 '& tomorrow will be a BrandNewYear already. Time files yah, one year just passes without much knowing, and this will be my last post for this year and this blog too. Yeah, I'm closing my blog already(:.

Just finish my breakfast. Was still thinking about yesterday's sleep. It was weird, very weird indeed. I was sneezing all the way when I wasn't even cold (That's normal anyway.). I can't sleep (It's the first time, normally I sleep like dead pig, -.-.). But I remember I did sleep for awhile, just for that awhile. And in that short sleep, I dreamt. Weird dream too (I dreamt of you, -.-.). Than I was wokeup by me needing the toilet. So I went toilet, after that, I couldn't get into sleep already. Than I felt hungry (It's like so damn weird lahs !). But today's breakfast, I felt full instead. Everything was like so -.- ! (WEIRD !)

Reflections ;
Many things happen this year, infact it's alot.
And I did learn alot from this year --
Friends, Family, Relationship.

Friends --
This year, I've knew alot of new friends. Good friends as well as bad ones. Crazy friends as well as mature friends (Actually don't have mature ones ley, all are Crazy lo. ). Just alot alot alot of friends. And I did learnt alot from making friends, o.o. But there's this friend I will always remember, (Shh, not going to say out, hahas ;X. ) thanks for the memories, yeah.

To: Somebody.
Yah, from the start, when I first saw you, I really dislike you. Gradually, we became friends. I knew we had once a cold war, it started from me. But I know what was I doing. Though mean, but I was doing for our good. Haish, it's hard to explain to you. There's more I want say, but I don't think there's a need. Sometimes, not knowing is better than knowing. Anyway, I'm gald to have you as my friend(:. (Somebody, don't ask me anything from this. I think you knowing who I'm saying. )

To: XiaoMei.
Yeah, 10years sistership. It's long. Started with an innocent friendship in the kindergarden, than to lower primary ( Alittle bit more mature (;. ). Than we somehow seprated in upper primary. Sad case, than to now, secondary life, back together. Went through many ups and downs together. Many dislikes and hates, but we choose to ignore and let it passes. (That's our style.) I know it's because of guys which spoilt our friendship. Your relationships cause my hates to you. And that partly the reason why I dislike guys. During that period which I really cannot tahan you, I admit that I'm running away from the fact, it was because of her ! She spoilt our friendship. (That's what I think.) Seriously saying, if it wasn't her, wouldn't everything be much more better ? But now, I 've already decided to cherish you and I choose to let her go(:. I love you yeah.

Family --
To: Brother.
Sometimes, I really really think you Deserve to die ! You very stubbon de ley. Somemore hor, your stubbon is that kind of I don't know how to say, very stupid de stubbon lah. Talk nicely to you, you saying I attituding you. Sometimes, I really don't know how to communicate with you. People will say you it's because they care for you. Though the words might not be nice to hear, but it's all for your own good. You are always putting deaf ears to our words, have you ever really think of our words ? You never ! Next year is your PSLE already, I really hope you can think. Wake up laaas !


To: Parents.
I hope you all can give me more trust. That's all I want say.


Relationship --
To: XiaoMei.
I thought you always wanted him back ? Alright, I know you only want the memories to be back, but you need him inorder to get the memories right ? He had asked for patched, and why not ? I know what you are thinking. You are afraid to lose him once again right ? But no matter what, this is your choice. I'm glad you are happy with your single life now(:.


To: Myself.
I found that I'm such failure in Relationship. I learnt when everything are gone, when everything is too late. 3days to 5mths of merserable waiting, when will I finally giveup ? I thought you are always happy with your single life too ? Why do you choose to wait ?! Argh, whatever, I'm talking to myself -.- ! I found that my ( yi zhi li ) is very strong(:.


Readers,
I'm gonna close my blog already. But this wedsite and the past posts will still be remain. So this will be my last post. I decided to do so because next year is my Streaming already, I need to focus in studies and partly because of Superman, and also partly because of some other reason. I will return back to posting (Maybe next year ? When all my dream are fulfill.), but I promise I will be back to this blog, so stay tune. Hahahas Lols.


BrandNewYear, BrandNewWishes. I wish, I wish ...

My grades for my Streaming will meet my target.

Slim down !

Save more money for eoy chalet(Not very sure yet.).

Be more pretty, Lols !

No relationship next year(Until after exams ;X).
Maybe that's all ? (That's all I could think of now.)

Farewell readers (:
GOODBYE !

Lastest update; Now my blog is like spoilt ?! I only say that I'll stop posting and now it's S-P-O-I-L-T Spoilt ?!

Prepare, Prepare, Prepare ;D.

W. makeup(:

My Unglam Pictures ;X

Went to Vivo today w. Superman ;D !

It been a long time since we last go out tgt alr.

Meet her at 11.30am at usual place.

Her mama didn't even trusted her that she is going w. me lahs.

So, her mama called my mama '& asked.

Than her mama asked my mama what time want us to return.

Both of our mamas said they wanted us to return by 6.15pm.

So it's like we had time limit, -.-.

And to travel there '& back, need at least 2hrs ley.

Once we meet, superman realised she never bring her phone.

-.- ! Quickly went back '& take her phone. (Time wasted*).

Took her phone, we realised another BIG problem.

We don't know which busstop to take the bus, -.-.

So, I called my mama '& asked her.

We went to the busstop she told us.

We saw our bus while climbing down the stairs from the bridge.

Argh ! We ran down '& the bus just zoomed off, -.- !

Waited for quite long, 1omins like that ?

Finally the bus came lahs. Boarded it.

GossipGossip all the way till we reached.

The journey was v. v. v. Long !

Reached Harbofront, intented to go Sentosa.

But we had time limitation, so we didn't went.

Walked the LongLong Bridge to Harbofront Centre.

The Bridge seems like anytime it'll fall, o.o.

Superman and me were playing all the way lahs.

We were at Harbofront, 5more steps to Vivo.

5, 4, 3, 2, 1 to VivoCity. Lols !

I saw HelloKitty Shop ley ;DD !

ShopShop around, nothing much lahs.

But I finally went Mango (It's a shop.).

I found the tanktop I want, but no more other colours le ):.

So went around walkwalk seesee.

Nothing much actually, Vivo wasn't big.

Went to the water there.

Hahas, both of us were making each other wet(: (Fun*).

How I wish we could go tgt. (Dream on !*)

Play w. the water '& went to the arcade.

It's small also, -.-. Pathetatic manzxzc.

After that, went eating-HighTea.

HighTea at BurgerKing, Lols.

She was basically betting w. me that BurgerKing is nice.

It's not lahhs ! (Grr *) Waste my money '& time.

But of cos I won't blame her(:.

While eating, we planned to go Gombak.

Going down there to see him was one of her biggest wish.

So as I promised, I wil go down there w. her.

So after we finish our HighTea, went to find our way to Mrt.

Argh ! I saw the Made your own plushie shop ley !

In Mrt, she kept telling me she must see him.

'& BlahBlahBlah.

Very soon, we reahed Gombak.

She was like so panic duh (I can understand how she feels.).

Than she was telling me what happen that day

'& BlahBlahBlah.

Went to find toliet first, if not my bladder will burst manzxzc.

Saw this IndianWoman, she wished us MerryChristmas, o.o.

She was v. friendly lahs (:.

After toiletbreak, v. soon, we saw Him !

Superman was shock.

She tell me they got fate ley, Hahas ;DD !

We walked away of cos.

After that we don't see them le.

Superman wants to buy BubbleTea.

So went BubbleTea shop, saw Him.

Like what Superman had predited.

Waited for them to go off first.

But than, they choose to sit down '& relax, -.-.

Somemore is right infront of the bubbletea shop ley.

So, after waiting for quite long.

We decided to bring up our courage, go '& buy.

Actually, I'm still okay lahs, it's Superman.

Went to buy, can see she is so wobbly.

But she did it, she is Brave yeah(:.

We're regonised by KenLimJiaWei, -.-.

After that, we trained home.

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

Morning Peeps, it's CHRISMAS ! Hohohoo ;DD. Did anyone of yah saw a man in red climbing into your house through the windows ytd's night ? If yes, it must be Santa(: ! He didn't come my house ): , must have lost his way.

Morning wokeup, brush teeth '& eat breakfast.

Planned to go out today w. Mummy and Brother.

Went to BukitPanjang Lrt Station first to meet DollyChia(:.

Meet at 11.30am, I was late. By 5mins, ;X.

Passed her the tube she asked me to help her buy.

Than accompany her to bpp NTUC to buy Fbt.

After that, went 2nd floor Aries.

Dolly bought one dangling earing, nice(:.

Than went to MiniToon, (Sigh*) I want that doggy ):.

That we dispersed and I walked back home.

A 15mins walk. I reached home.

Mummy said want bring us to Shop.

Went to bath '& prepared.

Bused 190 down to FarEast.

Went to eat Lunch first, KFC.

I'm getting fatter '& fatter alr.

Saw JingTing '& MeiXian, Punggol's volleyball mates(:.

Finished eating than went to shop.

Shop, Shopping, Shopped*

Saw Reginee w. her friends when shopping.

Didn't buy lot of things.

Than headed down to Bugis.

Saw someone on our way to the Mrt Station, o.o.

Shall just Ignored.

Walked down the undergroundpass.

It sooo Crowed manzxzc.

My slipper got stuck undernerth someone's shoes !

Brother was so pekchek by all the bangalas, -.-.

But very fast, we reached Bugis.

I was planning to see Santa, but I didn't.

D'''': Where the hell is Santa ?!

Shop at bugis street.

Alot of people there too.

After all shopping went for dinner.

Ate Nasi Lemak, quite nice ley(:.

Than bused home. (Tired*)

我已经变了，但也来不及了。

Its been a long long long time since I last post. ( Yeah, damn long. )

Well, bcos I was tired '& doesn't really have much time to post uh.

Just got back from volleyball camp, a 3days 2nights camp, tired* !

Saturday till Monday. It super duber tired xoxo.
Well I shall shared w. you how tiring the camp was ;

Day 1

Match w. some school (Forgotten.)

Lunch Break -- ChickenRice.

Rest awhile.

Back to training.

Match w. another school.

Back to training.

Dinner -- BBQ

Clearup the BBQ pit.

Wash/Clean the hall's floor.

Washup.

Sleep -- 12am++

Day 1 was still quite Relax nah ;X

Day 2

5am+ wokeup.

Brush Teeth.

Start Jogging -- UnitySec > YewTee > Limbang > LimbangPark > Limbang > YewTee > UnitySec

Physical Training -- Ran 2rounds round the soccer field, climb chairs, blahblahs

Breakfast -- Milo and Bread.

Reast awhile.

Back to training.

Lunch -- Fried Rice.

Rest awhile.

Back to training.

Dinner -- He Fen/ Hor Fan.

Night training.

Washup.

Sleep -- 12am++

Half dead on Day 2, super duber tiring day manzxzc. xoxo !

Day3

4am++ wokeup.

Brushteeth.

Jogging in School.

Physical training -- Climb chairs, pumping, etc.

Breakfast.

Rest for quite long -- We're all napping.

Match w. Woodlands Ring.

Trained awhile.

Home Sweet Home.

Actually quite alright but all of us are tired alr. See ! Saw how tiring the camp was right. Hahas, but learnt quite alot from this camp. From the camp, I can see we, all the volleyball members seems so bonded alr ;DD very happy yeah. Especially the Seniors w. the Juniors (: .

I've been thinking, Who's my Friend ? Friends, I've alot of them, but what I mean was one in each and every thing, there will be no problems/ hates/ dislikes in us.

Superman -- I used to take her as my always Sister, but I realised that I started to dislike her. The way she acts and everything. I just don't seems to like what she does. 10 years Sistership w/o any quarrel, do you think it's possible ? No quarrel, it may seems what everybody wants. I realised I don't really understand her afterall. Its like an illusion that we always are true sisters, but afterall we are actually not.

you bfore that yRomeo -- Yeah, we've been tgt for roughly abt one year alr. Yes, we did quarrel for once. It actually bcos I want to leave you. You see, I told ou tought my bad right, my grades even fall too. That why I decided to leave you, but I didn't in the end. If I ask you, I'm a person which people and humans all dislike, will you still be my friend and follow me ? People natural reaction will be No. But I bet you will say Yes, cos you had alr make me suspect in your words since that day. Your words are very straight and hurtfull at times too.

Twinny --I think you are the only left for me to choose. But I wish you could be less stright in your words.

The MaoMaoFamily (: !

Unity Sec1 Volleyball Members :

Yeahs, it has been one year alr (: . It's not a long period, either it's short. Hahas, we had became the MaoMao Family too alr. Though many dislike and hates among us but as a team, we are quite bonded lahs, I think (: ! Anw, we shall just keep up the good work and continue to Jiayous ;DD !

I'm damn damn dulan by you can ?!
You have time, why choose to go find him ?
Didn't even sms me to see if I'm free anot ley.
I seriously can't tahan you anymore le ley.
Don't so hong can mah ?
Are those guys more important than me ?
Whatever lah !
Seriously lo, say my extension damn unreal,
than why you still go extend ?
Rubbish you ley you.

I choose not to angry w. you.
I learn to Forgive '& Forget.
But nonetheless, I really still hate you laa !

Prettys, I'm back !

Handsomes, I'm back ! ;DD

Ahs, currently eating fishball noodles now. Tasty ;D ! 8 days, its passed so fast, o.o Time seriously flys. Anyway I shall just post what happen during my holidays.

Day 1

Early morning, 7.00am woke up and prepared to go airport. God-mummy drove us there. Had Mac for breakfast at airport. After breakfast, went to the checkin point '& wait for 5th Uncle, 5th Aunt '& 3cousins- XianChun ( 13, male ) XianYun ( 14, female ) LingYi ( 18, female ). Actually I'm going w. my relatives, not my family. Shiock right ? Lols. Waited for quite long, than they finally came. Handed my passport to 5th Aunt, and went to checkin our laguages. After that long queue, finally its our turn, but things didnt turn out smoothly. XianChun's passport doesn't have a 6months limit to overdue so he can't travel oversea. D'': ! Everybody's mood was affected by that, especially 5th Aunt. Tell you, she is a badbadbad woman ! I don't like her PP=. So the only thing they can do is to go renew a new passport. 5th Uncle followed XianChun along. Tell you also, 5th Uncle is a super nicenicenice man ! I love him ;DD ! After all the checkin, we procced in to the checkin point to the airplane. 5th Aunt was still settling something else w. the tourguide so she asked us to go in first and wait for her. Our way there, LingYi '& XianYun was bascially taking badwords about their mama '& their brother, Lols. Soon we reached, so settled down and waited for their mother. Not long, 5th Aunt called LingYi and asked her to go in stright to the checkin point. Saw her mama. TaTaTaTaaaa ! Bombbb ! ( Sound effect * ) Their's mama face is as black as Shit, -.-. 5th Aunt than started scolding LingYi '& XianYun. Walaos, I'm damndamn Angry !@#$%^&*, its also not their faults, whatfor scolded them ? Will it helps in anything ? So our trip started w. a badbad day, sighed. Nevermind, I shall look forward for the flight. Very soon, we went up to the plane, Argh ! Finally, I'm flying ! ( Romeo, see this ! xD ) That kinda feeling when you are flying is damndamn Shiock ;DD ! Wahs ! Okays, than the rest of the flight in the air is just like sitting bus, -.-. But high class bus, Hahas. Got pretty women '& handsome men serving you, Lols. Finally they serve our lunch, not bad not bad. Finished eating, we watched movie(: I watched ChiHuaHua, the dogs are cute manzxzc ! Finishing watching '& soon we reached Taiwan. ' Welcome to Taiwan ! ' Lols, I'm welcoming myself xb. Anyway the weather there is very cold, Brr ! Its already 5.00pm+ when we reached, but its seems so dark there, o.o. Followed the tourguide to our tourbus. Placed our laguages onto the bus than procced. First destination-night market. WalkedWalked at the nightmarket, saw some interesting things ;X !

Condoms leys xDD ! Hahas.

After the food '& shoppings, we procced to QingRen Bridge ( Couple's Bridge ? ) Lols. Anyway, the bridge is seriously very very beautiful (: Pictures of Bridge !

Click to enlarge (:

After phototaking at the prettypretty bridge, we went back to hotel.

Camwhore w. brother, -.- !

Very soon, we are back to the hotel. O.O The hotel is damndamn big. Its like 2 bedroom combined together de leys. The last and last second photo is 2 different side of the hotel room, so

there's actually 2 double beds, the toliet is big too.